i was a nerd once upon a time. yes, you heard me, no kidding. a wallflower i was once. but please never never never captures me with glasses, twin ponytails, carrying reference books like 24/7. hell no, i am nothing like that. there are few types of nerds, you know.
the first one is, the-mad-scientist/librarian-nerd; this type of person, they spend most of their times at lab or library, minding the businesses of their owns, invent things you could never imagine, like flying car for example. they dont even give a damn if someone is about to jump off (commit suicide) from the roof top of the school. which is simply means, they have world of their own.
the second one is, the-oh-i-am-so-smart-like-Abraham Lincoln; they take part in debates (which when they talk, they sound as if they are a-living-talking-machine-gun), most of them are prefects, monitors, and of course, teacher's sweetheart. but in life for real, they only makes friend with people who are as smart, as them.
and as for me, myself... i am number third; hye-i-am-24/7-a-computer freak-but-you-know-i-can-talk-and-do-things-too. when i look at back then, i spent my teenager time, doing wall-murals. i was known at school for my skills in art, and speech. i mixed with everyone around, but still, i am not that outstanding, not that loud, and not that popular. students recognized me for being MC, and Deejay, and when there's event in school, i will be busy, preparing/decorating the stage, and the hall, working with back-drops, and as well as the stage landscape. an artist at heart eh?
you see darlings, i dont even have the guts to upload my picture during high school. i wasn't myself now. completely a whole different person. from the appearance, of course. is not that i dont dress up back then. i did. but wearing a skirt like Kim Kardashian doesn't makes you look like one too (it's all about confidence either). i was size L before. believe me, i was. the best feature of mine was my killer-smile, and still is. the greatest weapon of all i suppose.
and so, here i am. the brand new me. which when i accidentally meet my schoolmates, they hardly recognize. i get thinner and thinner each day ahead for no reason, though somehow i feel happy for that. the attentions that i get from the crowds, remind me to who i was back then. sometimes, i wonder to myself, what if... what if i am the old me? what if dont dress up? and what if i am still size L? will i ever get the attention? is it all about looks in life and love for real?
the question is;
what happen to the inner beauty? because everybody's now seems to have interest with the outer beauty. before i end this entry of mine, please... always and always remember; Nothing makes a woman more beautiful, than the belief that she is.
;]
if you're one of the type that i stated above, be glad, be very thankful, because, SMART IS THE NEW SEXY, these days.
<3
the first one is, the-mad-scientist/librarian-nerd; this type of person, they spend most of their times at lab or library, minding the businesses of their owns, invent things you could never imagine, like flying car for example. they dont even give a damn if someone is about to jump off (commit suicide) from the roof top of the school. which is simply means, they have world of their own.
the second one is, the-oh-i-am-so-smart-like-Abraham Lincoln; they take part in debates (which when they talk, they sound as if they are a-living-talking-machine-gun), most of them are prefects, monitors, and of course, teacher's sweetheart. but in life for real, they only makes friend with people who are as smart, as them.
and as for me, myself... i am number third; hye-i-am-24/7-a-computer freak-but-you-know-i-can-talk-and-do-things-too. when i look at back then, i spent my teenager time, doing wall-murals. i was known at school for my skills in art, and speech. i mixed with everyone around, but still, i am not that outstanding, not that loud, and not that popular. students recognized me for being MC, and Deejay, and when there's event in school, i will be busy, preparing/decorating the stage, and the hall, working with back-drops, and as well as the stage landscape. an artist at heart eh?
you see darlings, i dont even have the guts to upload my picture during high school. i wasn't myself now. completely a whole different person. from the appearance, of course. is not that i dont dress up back then. i did. but wearing a skirt like Kim Kardashian doesn't makes you look like one too (it's all about confidence either). i was size L before. believe me, i was. the best feature of mine was my killer-smile, and still is. the greatest weapon of all i suppose.
and so, here i am. the brand new me. which when i accidentally meet my schoolmates, they hardly recognize. i get thinner and thinner each day ahead for no reason, though somehow i feel happy for that. the attentions that i get from the crowds, remind me to who i was back then. sometimes, i wonder to myself, what if... what if i am the old me? what if dont dress up? and what if i am still size L? will i ever get the attention? is it all about looks in life and love for real?
the question is;
what happen to the inner beauty? because everybody's now seems to have interest with the outer beauty. before i end this entry of mine, please... always and always remember; Nothing makes a woman more beautiful, than the belief that she is.
;]
if you're one of the type that i stated above, be glad, be very thankful, because, SMART IS THE NEW SEXY, these days.
<3
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Saya dengan ini sama sekali tidak akan melayan komen yang berbentuk serangan peribadi, makian seperti manusia jahiliah, dan sumpah seranah orang yang tak bertamadun. Saya tidak mengalu-alukan kunjungan saiko disini. ;]